Today...a few hours after my first new post. my mom told me that my old friends were outside at my house. probably chit-chatting...so i looked and they were gone..i came out later and they were all in my drive-way and smiling and laughing. one gave me a hug as if she still was cool to me. im ok with her. but the other just kept doing her. which is so fine with me because i don't mind. i don't have anything against her. im just fine. but i do wish i wasnt alone. i want to be happy.
i remember when we were the best of friends. walking. talking. hanging out. until i got sick and tired. i was pretending that our friendship was going GREAT when in reality i was pissed. i wanted so badly to choke her or tell her off. but i needed a friend. and because i told them off i am lonely and don't have a friend in the world to help me out of this misery. i stopped being friends with her because she was so weird. she always was dying her hair and making weird lame jokes. i was just...sick of her. i couldn't take her anymore. i was going to explode. i believe in giving people second chances. like i said before but i just gave her too many chances to count. i was tired of it.
and about the other one. she was my good homie. when me and her cousin was getting along[not the one i mentioned earlier] she is different. doesn't know what she wants. she is too busy focusing on boys. she always gets talked about at school about being in places and smacking lips with boys. i think its wrong. the only boy you should be kissing is your boyfriend. not everyone who thinks you look good.
About Me
- Sandy
- I'm Nice unless I get really,really angry. I wish my life was fun. That's all.[ i want]
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WELL... that's the price you pay for telling them off.. I mean, they were your friends. If you didn't want to be friends with them you should of been stopped hanging out with them. So what if the girl dies her hair?... and if the other is with other boys. That's her problem.. her life.. not yours. If it's not you then you really shouldn't be worried about it.
oh no. she is very well....how do i put this...she lies about things that isn't necessary and Drama is her middle name i swear. she makes a problem out of everything. i can go on and on about other things too. i just got tired of her stuff. my parents didn't even like her. she cuts herself for no reason and i checked into it to see if there was a reason but there was none. she just does that stuff because she wants to be something she's not. emo i guess..she always talks about it. and its not cool. i dont really know waht that stuff is[ don;t care to know] but she was a nice regular girl when i met her two years ago. we were on and off friends. and she kinda got obsessed with me to the point where i had to hide from her sometimes. its weird to me...
oh yeah and this is my blog to talk....shit. and i can do it. i guess i did leave out some VERY important stuff so people might think im just being rude but im not....ok. but i have nothing against anybody. oh and you sure do have a lot of time on your hands. i didnt think people would actually read this stuff...and care
No one said you couldn't talk shit, IT IS YOUR BLOG. You have the right to say whatever you feel. If you don't want no one to comment, just turn off the comment feauture. I'm the type of lady who will say whatevers on her mind and not care what anyone thinks. I love to read and write, I come on here when I have time. Your friend does sound rather odd, but hey... That's her... Maybe you should try to find out what made her change?... I mean people don't change for nothing. Something made her the way she is. Maybe she prefers to hide it.
well me being the person that i am[i do think i know a lot but] i think it may be that she was in need of a friend for some reason and maybe she lied because she wants people to like her...but whatever its over now. we are not friends. if she wanted to talk to me and all thats cool but she's going to another school so i won't be seeing her. oh well. i just can't wait for school to start so i can meet new people. new teachers. hopefully it will be better than last year. oh and thanks for commenting my blog. i do appreciate the comments really. i'm just not used to them since i've had this blog for a while.. i just decided to delete everything and start over.
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I'm new to blogspot myself. I just started blogging on here in June. I really like the site, it lets me release my inner thoughts and feelings. It's a site that allows me to express myself and communicate and receive feedback from others.
oh cool..so you're 17 right? you won't believe how old I am...
Yes, I'm 17. I'll be 18 in February. How old are you?
younger than you think. I'm 13
[going on 20]
13... then how can you have been to prison... Don't you mean Juvinile Hall..?
yes..my bad[duhh i should've known that]
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