Wow!

Today the ups dude-waht i call him- brought some stuff my mom ordered. Today we got some little ketchup holder and some weird little signs to hang in the bathroom. They say,''my aim is to keep this bathroom clean, your aim will help.'' [eww] ''changing the toilet paper roll will not cause any brain damage.'' [this one was funny] ''if you sprinkle when you tinkle, be a sweetie and wipe the seatie.'' [lol]

I hope no one see's these and actually thinks that they are funny especially cute. ugh

Hello && Good-Bye

Good Night People!

Room Make-Over

I want to make over my room and do something totally different. I want have tons of posters of the greatest celebrities on my wall[including me cause that day will come]. People like, Michael Jackson[ already have it],Marilyn Monroe,Janet Jackson,Will Smith,Diana Ross, My mom and dad[they're superstars to me],The Jackson 5,Jada Pinkett-Smith,Tina Turner,Tyra Banks,Laila Ali, Muhummad Ali, other stuff.

Changes, Things will never be the same.

I'm anxious for school to start. I need school to start. I just want to learn all this stuff over again, get bored in class, get detention [not] and have fun. I want to go to basketball games and eat hot dogs, I want to sell stuff to my classmates to get a little cash for some stuff. I want to join the year book club and design the cover, I want my yearbook picture to come out straight this time. I want people to actually be nice this year and I'll do the same [regardless]. This year, whatever people say, I'll always turn away from a fight. This school year will be different from the last. I will not give in and let my anger get the best of me. And OMG these crickets are killing me, man. I will not smart talk my teachers. I will dress fly and look fabulous as usual. I will persuade people to treat the world better and become better people. Because this day and time, we deserve better people in this world. We need to make a change. And the way to do that is to start at home. I am going to change and my family will change.

Money

People say money makes the world go round. I don't believe that it should be that way. I wish money didn't exist and we had to trade everything we owned for something...then we'd be giving and receiving at the same time. Maybe I'm crazy, but that's what I wish. Right now, my mom is running low on money, I guess. My refrigerator is empty except for some cheese, Mexican cheese, and just more cheese basically....LoL. I wish I could get a another job. The one I had is gone. I was making a little bit of cheese[ha] so I was happy and satisfied.

Peace

It's 2:oo in the morning. I'm watching a Different World. They are showing the very first season,1987.My brother is being annoying and he loud, very rude. If he wakes up my mother, we are toast. She has to get up at 6:oo in the morning every day. These crickets out side are pushing me last nerves. ANYWAY I had some things on my mind so I figured I'd get em out. That's what this blog is for so...yeah.ok

Ok so I'm sitting here thinking about what I want to happen in my life, right now. And here it is, I want to be in a jungle, with my closest and dearest friends, living....with the wild. Away from all of these material objects and stuck-up people. Just living life. Having fun. Yeah so that's about it. I can't think of anything else. Peace

love

i'M HUNGRY!!

i Could go for some Pizza Hut Pasta right about now. That stuff is soooo good, man. I could sit and eat a whole pan of that stuff. But there is one problem. That stuff costs a lot!

Criss Angel

I was just watching that and I'm wondering, how does he do this stuff? Either he's really good at tricking people or he is really.......strange. Because I don't really believe that people can lift themselves off the ground like that. But if he can then that's weird. Oh and I forgot to mention, I think he is cute. Lol he is, to me anyway.

I feel like watching a Movie

I wanna see Forest Gump. That is a good,long,interesting movie that I'd love to see right now. Tom Hanks was great in that movie. I'm gonna go buy it on dvd because my video collection is kind of small right now. I only have about three movies[ She's The Man, Lady Sings The Blues, Poetic Justice] Everything else is boot-leg so to me that doesn't count.

Basketball.....[??]

I was thinking about trying out again for the basketball team. I don't know if I should because last year there was a whole bunch of issues I had to deal with. It was all bad. I think I might be good. But the coach is gonna have to cut me some slack until I see what I can do about my voice. There won't be any yelling on the court for me. Like they do it anyway....it doesn't really matter.

'My' Song

Theme Songs

Martin



The Hughley's



A Different World Season 6



Good Times



The Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air



The Wire



Pokemon

Diddy & Cassie Dating?

All I have to say is...eww Gosh!
WHAT is he thinking? Not that Cassie is ugly or anything cause she's not, but her age ,mannn!
She is what? twenty-one....and Diddy is 38. ME personally, I think he is too old for her. I Wonder how old was Kim?

Young Buck- OD

The News about David Darnell Brown aka Young Buck over dosing on prescription drugs is crazy. They say it was suicide attempt, but who knows. If it was...he has a reason for doing it. He just needs to talk to somebody, that's all.


This is the police report:
“ON 07/08/08 AT APPROXIMATELY 7:45 PM, NV/S WERE DISPATCHED ON A CALL BY NAHSVILLE FIRE AND RESCUE REGARDING COMP ATTEMPTING SUICIDE BY PRESCRIPTION PAIN MEDICATION. UPON ARRIVAL NV/S FOUND COMP BEING STABILIZED BY DFD #705 IN THE AMBULANCE. NV/S THEN RESPONDED TO METRO NASHVILLE HOSPITAL PER DFD'S REQUEST FOR IMMEDIATE TRANSPORT AND TREATMENT. RP #1 WAS INTERVIEWED BY NV/S AT METRO NASHVILLE HOSPITAL. RP STATED THAT COMP STATED THAT HE WAS DEPRESSED. RP NOTICED THAT COMP'S PRESCRIPTION PAIN MEDICATION WAS EMPTY AND OBSERVED COMP PUTTING 2 PILLS IN HIS MOUTH. RP ATTEMPTED TO PUT HER FINGERS IN COMP'S MOUTH TO RETRIEVE THE PILLS. NV/S WERE TOLD BY RP THAT THE PRESCRIPTION OF 40 PILLS THAT WAS FILLED ON THE 29TH OF JUNE, AND THAT COMP HAD ONLY TAKEN 5 PILLS UP TO THIS DATE. DURING AN INTERVIEW OF THE COMP, COMP WAS ASKED IF HE HAD TAKEN THE REMAINDER OF THE PRESCRIPTION, AT WHICH TIME THE COMP STATED, "YES". ON FURTHER INTERVIEW OF COMP, COMP WAS ASKED IF HE WAS ATTEMPTING TO HARM HIMSELF, AT WHICH TIME THE COMP STATED, "YES". COMP WAS TREATED BY METRO NASHVILLE MEDICAL STAFF FOR A DRUG OVER DOSE. SGT. NVTOS #5374 AND DUTY COMMANDER WARD WERE NOTIFIED. .NFI. “

Terrence & Rocsi Fighting?

This Friday on 106 & Park. Hosts Terrence and Rocsi were throwing 'pretty' mean jabs at eachother. It got so bad to the point where Host Rocsi walked off the set... mmmm?? I think those two need to make up quick because they have a job to do, I don't know if they are having relationship problems [if they are even dating], but they need to reconcile or something. I hope they don't get fired, because they make the show funny and almost better than Free & A.J.

Here's The Video

The Real World

GREG.


Greg was somewhat cool. I don't understand why he got kicked off because he refused to do the jobs. He was there to promote himself as a professional male model, not do a job. His only job was to make himself known. Well now he kinda is known... I just don't know why my brother thought the fights and stuff he brought into the house was soo cool. It wasn't but I knew the show was gonna bring major drama. That's why people watch it in the first place. I know that's why I do.

BRIANNA!


Brianna is my home girl. She was the coolest and chillest out of everyone in the house. I love her song 'Summertime'. It sounds good. She has more singles out now. And I love her new hair-do[she got rid of those braids]. I wonder what her heritage is? My brother thinks she's Caucasian. I think she's either bi-racial or just light skin.


DAVE!


Dave is the wild one. He partied a lot. At least that's what they made him out to be. Because on the shows, they never really show the real deal. But Dave's cool with me. He stood up for his so-called Amigo on the reunion show this week after Will's ex -girlfriend Janelle went off about Will being a cheat. Go Boy!


JOEY!


Joey was the cute one to me. He is so cute. I know he had his problems, but who doesn't. He's clean now and all it took was a little push from the people who cared. I'm extremely happy for him. He is doing good. I still think him and Brianna should've hooked up.

WILL!


Will to most people is looked upon as I guess a whore. Because he did kiss a lot of people and was having a lot of fun BUT that's what young people do. He's grown. And it was the Real World! What do you expect? A nice little quiet mouse who sits in the corner and reads books[ books are nice, but if I'm on the real world,I'm partying]. He Was wrong for cheating and all but they were only dating for a little while and it was kinda a bad time.


SARA!



Sara was, I guess, the good little Christian girl. Now, Nothings wrong with that, but she was acting a little too perfect. That's why when she got wasted, I was so happy. I was laughing so hard. She proved that even the good people mess up sometimes.


KIM!


Kim was a nice person. I did kind of looked at her differently after the episode of her arguing with Bri. That was kind of funny until she said, ''Don't get ghetto'', And something about blackville. I was like, ''Is she rascist?'' But after that she was calm for the rest of the show.


NICK!


Nick is hot. He is fine.....Gosh. I thought he and Brittini would hook-up, I swear I did. BUT unfortunately. They didn't even like talk to eachother that much. At least that's what they showed, or made it seem like. I hope he becomes a host like he wanted.


BRITTINI!


I knew Brittini would become good friends with Brianna. I don't have much to say about Brittini, but she is cool. The kiss with WILl was umm....I don't know. She was just having fun. I 'think' her and her boyfriend are still together or unless she never mentioned it to him. Anyway, She would make a great model. and thats it i guess...

Things Most People Don't Know About Me

o1. I've Been to Jail.
- A mistake. I'm Not a criminal..i had a bad fight. And now my mother holds that over my head.
o2. I'm afraid of dogs...big dogs. Puppies sometimes.
- But I want one. LoL
o3. I love to draw...I'm kind of good at it.
- My Mom wants me to go to an art academy or whatever.
o4. I think I can sing. If I can't, lol oh well.
- That's not my dream though. But if it happens, it happens.
o5. I want to be an actress.
- I'm good at fooling people. Very believable,too.
o6. I'm Obsessed with the 80's.
- I love everything about the 80's. Prince is the bomb, Michael ,too.

Me.Mee.Me.e.e.e.

oOkay. Today is sooo boring for me. I woke up at 1:15 pm because i HAD to watch 'A Different World' last night. [it comes on at 2:00 in the morning..believe that]...i love that show. i don't really believe that college is exactly like that..but i sure hope it was. Cause i would sure be looking forward to it.. Anyways.. right now i'm going to make a post of qoutes from my all time favorite songs.[because music is my LIFE]..check this out..


''Now I see the importance of history
Why people be in the mess that they be
Many journeys to freedom made in vain
By brothers on the corner playin ghetto games
I ask you lord why you enlightened me
Without the enlightment of all my folks
He said cuz I set myself on a quest for truth
And he was there to quench my thirst
But I am still thirsty...'' -Arrested Development, Tennessee

''Lord I've really been real stressed
Down and out, losin ground
Although I am black and proud
Problems got me pessimistic
Brothers and sisters keep messin up
Why does it have to be so damn tuff?''-Arrested Development, Tennessee


''A man decides after seventy years,
That what he goes there for, is to unlock the door.
While those around him criticize and sleep...
And through a fractal on a breaking wall,
I see you my friend, and touch your face again.
Miracles will happen as we trip.

But we're never gonna survive, unless...
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive, unless...
We are a little... ''- Seal, Crazy

''The thrill for the money
You're saluting the flag
Your country trusts you
Now you're wearing a badge
You're called the "Just Few"
And you're fighting the wars
A soldier must do
I'll never betray or deceive you my friend but...
If you show me the cash
Then I will take it ''- Michael Jackson, Money

Eighties

-Plastic Shoes


-lEggingS




-Janet Jackson

-Flashdance ,Movie


-80's Poofy Hair

La' Toya Jackson's 'Fill You Up'.


- leg warmers


-Jasmine Guy




-Madonna


-Morris Day


-Thriller,Michael Jackson,Album cover


-Ratt

Prince

Earth Song- Michael Jackson [so true]

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shared before
Did you ever stop to notice
This crying Earth this weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
This crying Earth this weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh

Hey, what about yesterday
(What about us)
What about the seas
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about everthing
(What about us)
I have given you
(What about us)
What about nature's worth
(Ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust
(What about us)
What about crying whales
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails
(Ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong
(Ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about baby boy
(What about it)
What about the days
(What about us)
What about all their joy
(What about us)
What about the men
(What about us)
What about the crying man
(What about us)
What about Abraham
(What was us)
What about death again
(Ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh
Aaaaaaaaah, Oooooooooh...

Hoooh x 12

Michael J. Jackson 1958- present

Michael Jackson was a cute little kid [now a handsome grown man]. He was stripped his childhood. Which I'm sure he doesn't even remember being that age. But he is a great musician.
1969-1974 [guessed]



Micheal As a Teen. When People thought he was getting uglier and somewhat putting him down down down. That was indeed a wrong thing to let them do. But he does have a perfection problem admitted by himself.





Michael in his Thriller days. his twenties. a great time because he released the Biggest Selling Album Of All Time. Which today, still is. Awesome Guy..




Michael in his days of Bad. He was cute though. Lets see, he met Princess Diana. He made an Good album. Not better than Thriller did.





Dangerous Times. Michael was good in this time. Cute too. Same Ol' Same Ol'.



Michael in his HIStory. Married Lisa Marie Presley.Cool...





Michael NOW!!...He released Thriller 25 and it did okay. Not as well...as Thriller of course. but its all good. Michael has 3 kids and lives in Vegas and is making a very slow comeback. But Its worth the wait so take your time mike!!

Home

Today...a few hours after my first new post. my mom told me that my old friends were outside at my house. probably chit-chatting...so i looked and they were gone..i came out later and they were all in my drive-way and smiling and laughing. one gave me a hug as if she still was cool to me. im ok with her. but the other just kept doing her. which is so fine with me because i don't mind. i don't have anything against her. im just fine. but i do wish i wasnt alone. i want to be happy.


i remember when we were the best of friends. walking. talking. hanging out. until i got sick and tired. i was pretending that our friendship was going GREAT when in reality i was pissed. i wanted so badly to choke her or tell her off. but i needed a friend. and because i told them off i am lonely and don't have a friend in the world to help me out of this misery. i stopped being friends with her because she was so weird. she always was dying her hair and making weird lame jokes. i was just...sick of her. i couldn't take her anymore. i was going to explode. i believe in giving people second chances. like i said before but i just gave her too many chances to count. i was tired of it.

and about the other one. she was my good homie. when me and her cousin was getting along[not the one i mentioned earlier] she is different. doesn't know what she wants. she is too busy focusing on boys. she always gets talked about at school about being in places and smacking lips with boys. i think its wrong. the only boy you should be kissing is your boyfriend. not everyone who thinks you look good.

Jungle Love

Hello. my name is santana. And i wish there were somewhere i could go to live and be alone and free. and if anyone wanted to join me...i'd let them..just as long as they're not crazy/well anyone. i dont believe anyone is really crazy crazy. i may say it sometimes to get people mad but thats all. it is just a term to make people feel bad. not that i would want anyone to feel bad cause i do anyway. but my anger gets the best of me and i can't help it. i want everyone in the world to be happy. not all of the time but enough to just be okay and well. i want people not to kill eachother. because we are already dying of natural causes or tragic accidents. we dont need people killing eachother over stupid reasons that can be worked out. and if someone puts someone else down for no rreason then they have a problem and they just need someone to talk to. i also believe everyone deserves a second chance. but is it ok to keep doing it and the person is contantly putting you down so much you can't take it. that is so not right. i understand every situation. even though i may not have went through the exact same thing, i can relate to them. and for people with low self asteem. they need to look in the mirror at them selves [in the eyes] and say,'' i am beautiful. i am. i will not let anyone bring me down. people ask why when people say they don't care what people think and then they go cry in their rooms later. that is because either deep down it really hurts or they[me mainly] feel very sorry for that reason...and that they should talk to someone about that or whatever they are going through. all people should love eachother. all people deserve to be happy. that doesn't mean they are or ever will be, but because life isn't fair. we should make the best of what we have. and that doesn't mean if a person is being abused that they should keep being abused, it means they need to get help and leave that segment of their life in the past[when it happened]..don't hold on to things to long or you will be misserable[ms]. just have fun. . . . . .and thats not what im doing. i need to but i'm not. i want friends.[at least one] i want to be surrounded by nature...trees...wild animals that won't kill me. i want the impossible. but maybe in Heaven they contain that. i just want to feel happy. because im not. but i will not give up on my search for happiness... never ever will i let someone ruin that. my dad may not be too involved with me because of his gf. and my mom may be too involved with her own happiness and mental condition to care. and my brother may be him and say cruel things and do unjustly things and my grandmother may be gone and my other grandmother may be either cenile or just old but i will never let them kill my dream. i know what i want. im gonna get it. of course. and that's all folks. bye